Romantic Comedy

Just finished watching a romantic comedy w/ DH. Is it strange that watching these movies make me want to lose weight?  And it isn't because the actresses are thin it is because of the looks the leading men in the movies give their leading ladies.  That look of awe, where you can tell they are thinking how attracted they are to her and how lucky they are to have her & how much they love her.   You know the one I am talking about.   My husband hasn't looked at me that way in years.  Now my husband loves me like crazy but that look has been missing for a long time.  I want it back!  I don't think that that look is based solely on my appearance.  You can be beautiful on the outside and a horrible person.  It is the person I become when I lose weight. I am happier, healthier & confident. That confidence in myself is where that look comes from.  When I can walk into the room & know I am smokin hot. That is when I see that look from him.  Here comes a TMI but when I get that look while he is looking at my naked body and man does that drive me wild.  However like I said that look hasn't happened in years.

I sit here feeling my double chin rest on my chest. And I want to continue on my journey back to the confident me.  But I ate out all week. After going to the store and buying all those vegetables. I haven't prepped anything or counted my calories. I am working on a poster that states positive & motivating things on it that I am going to put up in front of my treadmill. I'll post a pic of the room once it is all done and the office is put back together w/ my new weight bench set up. I want to put "to get the Look" on my poster but then I think it would make DH sad if he asked what that meant & I had to explain it to him.  I need to get this food think under control....