Well here it is the 1st of January and I still haven't started. This morning I got up to start my cleanse and just can't make myself do it. I don't know what is wrong w/ me. I then start looking at other plans again. Like thinking about LA weight loss at home or do the medifast thing. The thing that bothers me about medifast it how much they talk about losing the weight first then becoming active. It has to be because you only eat about 800 calories a day. But LA weight loss at home comes w/ vitamins and stuff I get from Advocare and I trust Advocare's vitamins. The last week my mood has be pretty bad. I am just so frustrated with not starting. Why is this so hard for me this time around. I mean I normally can always start for about a week but now I can't even get off the starting blocks. Then I think why can't I just use what I have at home. So far today my calories haven't been that bad but I don't feel like I am starting anything because I am not doing a cleanse of any kind. LA weight loss is just a 2 day no carbs thing except for the fruit juice. I feel like a cleanse would help me get a bunch of the crap out of my system but I am so inttimidated by it. The stuff taste terrible and I have gut issues on a normal day and that causes massive emptying and it says on the box to discontinue if it causes diarrhea and (TMI ahead) it isn't watery but it is so lose from the cleanse I would consider it to be diarrhea.
WHAT DO I DO!?!?!?! I go back and forth between just man up and do something. To I am hopeless and can't do this on my own. I feel like crying all the time, every time I think about what I am going to do. When I get this overwhelmed DH just wants to fix it and tells me to start by just not eating fast food and exercising. So I think OK I need a trainer but then we need a gym etc... I am so frustrated!!!
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