SO cranky today. I went from being positive yesterday that even w/ a small or no loss that would be ok and today I am feeling the complete opposite. I am so sure that I will not lose or maybe even gain tomorrow. :-( I have tracked everything and if I don't lose I am going to do my best to not quit. I need to buckle down and start measuring things. Right now I've been eyeballing everything. I also made some not so wise choices w/ my work out points but technically that shouldn't matter as long as I am sticking to the points. I was telling someone at work This was the going to be my 3rd weigh in and she knows that I give up on things after a week normally so she even pointed out how far I've come. And I go back to but I've only lost 6.4 and I may even gain tomorrow. I again don't know why the difference between my scale and theres but I know mine says lower than theres but over a pound.
Tomorrow I need to do the C25K week 3 day 1. My Mom joined our team for the Race for the Cure 5K in 3 weeks and she has started the C25K as well but she is doing it every day not skipping days. I told her then she will be abel to run the whole thing where I am not going to be able to do that. I am thrilled that she is working out this seemed to be the motivation she needed but then I get that poor me reaction where I feel like I am always dragging people down. Like tomorrow we are going to try to go for a bike ride after my weigh in and I feel bad cause DH is stuck on a ride w/ me but I won't ride alone. So now my BFF is almost complete w/ her C25K and my Mom is planning on completing it before the next one too and I am just staying of the slow and steady course. By the next 5K I will have just completed week 5 of the 9. My BFF says I will laugh at how slow I use to run in just a short few weeks. We will see.
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