Today I did week 5 day 2 of my C25K program and Oh My Goodness.. It was really hard. I felt ill afterwards. DH says I almost bonked. That is his biking term for hitting a wall. I hadn't eating anything w/ substance since lunch and that was 5 hrs before my work out. But even after eating chicken parm for diner it wasn't until after dinner when I ate a banana I finally started feeling better. My legs hurt so bad. But do you know what?? I did it! I jogged for 10 mins twice! Tomorrow I rest my legs for the 5K on Sunday. I was telling DH that running doesn't make me happy. I think it might be a great release someday but right now I think about how far I have come w/ the C25K and yet I have no weight loss to show for it. I want to have better results. DH reminded me today that my butt is looking much better. I told him I don't care about my butt, he says but he likes looking at it. It has literally be since before marriage that he has commented about my butt. That is over 10 years ago. So I told him it has been forever since he has liked to look at my butt and he basically rests his case. I want to lose weight, I want my clothing size to go down. Yes it is great that I can jog/run like I haven't been able to since High School. But I wish I was seeing results in other ways.
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