I haven't stepped on a scale since my last post. I have no idea where I am except I know I haven't been dieting or tracking my calories. My oldest DS told me the other day that I need to lose weight. We were walking back from his school and my youngest DS didn't want to walk anymore so I asked him if he wanted a piggy back and I bent down and tried to reach behind me to grab his hands and then I tried to stand back up and I couldn't I tripped & almost fell over. To which my DS responds my you need to lose weight. I said what? He said you know you need to get in better shape that is the reason you can't pick DS2 up. He is 100% correct and I know he is just repeating what he has heard me say. But I embarrassed me, knowing that my 7 year old can realize the reason I can't do certain things. is my weight. I went Black Friday w/ my Mom and my hips are still hurting. I know I've said again and again I am so sick of feeling this way. But because my actions speak louder than works I feel like I have no right to complain. I've done this all to my self and I choose to self medicate w/ food instead of pushing through whatever may be causing the urge for the junk food.
Family pics are only 2 weeks away as well and it looks like I am going to have to rely on spanks to smooth out the lumps and bumps but I am most concerned w/ my double chin and lack of neck in the photos. Hopefully tomorrow will be a fresh start going to try to cut out diet pop because I notice how much more crap I eat while I am drinking it on a regular basis.
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