Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Well I did it, and for some reason I am scared out of my mind..

I joined WW & went in for my weigh in and first meeting today.  My weigh in there was 183.  My first goal w/ them is 5% and that is 9 lbs.  I stayed for the meeting and the getting started one afterwards.  So I am trying to follow just what they are telling me to do. I am in control of my decisions but I need to keep telling myself I am choosing this and that is why it isn't controlling me.  I am taking control of food.  So I am not coating points yet it is called the simple start and it is for the first two weeks. I ran to the grocery store to pick up a couple things to get me thru the next few days. I need to sit down and make a meal plan and then go shopping. But I am also kind of in the middle of spring cleaning so I'd hate to stop that to make a meal plan, it needs to be done.

Today was full of emotions; fear, anger, stress, crankiness…… DH came home to a very cranky wife. I picked up a pizza for my kids and man did I want to eat it.  Every time I would feel tempted to eat I would say in my mind "You're in control. The food isn't controlling you any more. You chose to change your eating habits. You're in control."  And today it worked.    Today I was successful in following their simple start plan. Tomorrow is day two.  Hopefully the day will come when I will be sharing my success story about how on April 23, 2014 is the day I finally committed to my dream to change my health and life for the better.

No comments:

Post a Comment