Feeling the itch….

Today went ok. Stuck to my diet plan but I am feeling the itch to quit already.  I am frustrated not feeling like it is going to work and stressed about having to go to work tomorrow. Work used to be the easy place to diet but now it is where I eat food my DH can't see me eat and even there I retreat to my car to eat my fast food and I inhale my Chocolate I eat there & hope no one notices.  I really want to lose like at least 5 lbs this week and I am not sure that is going to happen.  DH is back to his 7 days on 7 days off this week so the next 3 days he is working until 7PM, so I will need to come home and cook dinner. I really don't think this plan is going to work because I think I am eating to much and to many carbs. Granted I am following the rules, so only eating these foods until I am satisfied. I am still not sure how this is going to work.  I feel like I am eating to many carbs and not enough other stuff. I think I am going to try to add more fruit and veggies for the next few days to see if that helps the way I feel about this eating plan.  :-/ My Mom asked me when I got back from my meeting if I was feeling hopeful and I don't yet. I am still so hesitant and concerned about it really working.  My goal is still the 2 months because that is what is already paid for.  However I will have a very hard time sticking w/ it after 2 weeks because that is what I normally want to quit because I am not seeing results. And I don;t know if I am not seeing results because I always cheat by then or what.  I am just don't want to see history repeat it's self again.