Yesterday I went and got my Driver's License renewed at close to my heaviest weight, 180.? lbs. My Driver's License has said 130 lbs for the last 15 years and yesterday changed it to 170 which is still a lie. My face looks so huge in the picture. I told DH how upset I am that I have to live w/ it for the next 5 years. DH's response was that no you will have that to look back at so you can see how far you've come. It amazes me how much he believes in me. I came home the other day to my Roses and an amazing Valentines Day card. I am truly blessed to have a husband that is so crazy about me, even w/ all my faults.
Here we are just 16 days from vacation. Am I feel like trying to start a diet right now would be setting me up for failure. I do think I need to get back on the treadmill so that my body doesn't ache after a day in the park. But I don't know that I am going to start my "diet" until we get back. But then I feel strange thinking ok I'll start my diet in 3 weeks! I feel like it's just another excuse. And yet the last time I tried starting it was right before a mini vacation & I blew it horribly. I hadn't had enough time to build up our will power and strength to stick with it. SO here is what I am thinking. I am going to give up fast food, Chocolate & maybe Diet Pepsi. And start back up w/ my work outs. If I lose weight great. If I don't Oh well. At least I will feel like I am making progress and not stressing about it to much. Even if it isn't a ton of weight loss it will be progress to healthier eating.
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