Mom's still losing

My Mom is about 8 lbs from weighing what I weigh and she is so stressed about me and how I will feel when this happens.  I keep on telling her that she needs to not worry about me. As frustrated and depressed as I am getting about weighing more than my Mother for the first time in my life. She needs this, and I am thrilled that she is losing weight. It is a step towards being healthy and keeping her around for a long time.  I am so uncomfortable & unhealthy.  Things have been running through my mind for days and I keep on meaning to write them down to blog about it later but I didn't and now I sit here w/ nothing. I am on antibiotics we leave for vacation in 8 days, my youngest woke up sounding sick again and DH is now sick.