I want to run in the rain.

I want to be one of those avid runners that are even out running in the rain.  I see them from time to time I mean it does rain ALOT around here. And I am not meaning in the nasty of nasty but I want to become a person that needs to get a run in.  I don't know why or where the desire to run is coming from.  We finally got a treadmill!! We got a Nordictrack T7 off of craigslist & it looks practically new and it is pretty quiet.

I have been bingeing really bad lately. PMS week was horrible this month.  Again not an excuse.  I am quickly running out of time before we get family pictures taken. I've decided no matter my size we need a family picture this holiday season. I was thinking we will just go into Picture people even though I would rather go to someplace nicer but that will cost more money.  So picture people will work just fine. Our last professional family pictures were when Noah was 9 months old & I had been on LA weight loss and was down to 155 lbs.  I am thinking we'll get pics done early Dec So best case I have 2 months and that can be about 15 lbs.  I am sure I have gained since Monday so I am probably right back up to my 180.  I am feeling very uncomfortable and large.  You know when you are self conscious in a sweat shirt that isn't a good sign.   My goal is to get up and get on the tread mill tomorrow morning. Alarm is set!  That would make tomorrow Day 1 of my couch to 5K.  I have no motivation to start trying tomorrow. I don't feel prepared or ready and maybe that is even more of a reason that I need to push thru to prove that I can do it w/o the "perfect" set of circumstances.