Saturday, June 30, 2012

Day 4...

Can't seem to go a whole day w/o messing up. Today I did great all day again until dinner & then we went out for Mexican.  I just want to stuff my face w/ nachos, chocolate & pop!!!  I have not pop or nachos, we do have chocolate in the house because of starting to potty train DS2 but I am still doing pretty well w/o chocolate.  The 10 day cleanse is 1/2 way through & I've lost nothing!! All because I have no discipline.  My DH again says that a day here & there is OK & that is how life works. I know on WW I wouldn't have felt like I was doing so bad because of the eating out guide.  I will continue w/ the cleanse & then start the vitamin packs & see if that helps w/ my appetite control.

I have such highs & lows everyday. Earlier today I was going to conquer the world. LOL!  I was going to clean the house after I went to Costco then go to the gym when DH got home. I had thought about how important this is for me & how I CAN DO IT & I was excited. Then I came home & sat down for lunch. And it all went down hill after that. I didn't do anything by the time DH got home he then got cranky cause the house was such a mess. The kitchen was a mess so we didn't want to cook, so we went out to eat. Then because the house was a mess we didn't want to go home so we went and wandered around Cabella's until the boys bedtime then came home. Now it is late there is NO way I am heading to the gym & I am fighting my late night munchies I get every night.  *AAARRRUUUGGG!!"

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