Well I did it again. Did super good during the day but tonight DH & I had a movie date night & went to Cinnebar & had potato skins & a brownie. DH still thinks if I splurge a day or two here & there it won't spoil the hard work on the rest of the days. When I lost all that weight on LA weight loss every Wed & Thur I would splurge & eat like crazy gain at least 3 lbs & then spend the rest of the week trying to lose it again plus some & I did. We were listening to Linkin Park on the way home & some of the lyrics from "Crawling" make me think of me so much.
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming/confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling/I can't seem
[Bridge:]
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure
[Chorus]
Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting/reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...
[Bridge:]
Hoping that I will see results even w/ these couple days I've not kept exactly to the plan. Should go to the gym tomorrow. It has been over 2 weeks but DH has errands to run early so I am not sure I will make it but I am setting my alarm to be out of here by 6:45. How ever here it is 2AM.
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