I've been doing really, really well until tonight. I have been so good not eating junk & working out. And then tonight...... I asked DH to pick me up a pop and told him that I've been wanting all kinds of junky food and having a really hard time. I then made popcorn and ate to much. Then DH came home w/ my pop and love his heart, ice cream for me. :-/ He is still under the impression that I should be able to eat things in moderation. And honestly you should be able to. So I ate some but not all like I normally would. But still no weight loss yet I've been up and down 3 lbs in the last 4 days and this morning I was down like .6 of a lb since Monday. *SIGH* Very frustrated but need to keep going. Need to keep pushing. Need to keep fighting.
Today I was/am a little stressed out. Lots of possible changes coming in the next few months and I am just a little stressed. And I REALLY want to eat junk. I've had small victories this week. I went to pick up a bag of M&M's and I put them back. I went to go to McDonalds & I drove on by. I went to pick up DS1 left over pizza from dinner and put it back down. I also have not had any candy/chocolate since I started my change. Trying to focus on those Yay me moments instead of the ice cream, I just ate. I almost didn't eat the ice cream but I caved....
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