GULP.....

So I have a couple big things going on right now.  Still no chocolate candy or diet pop still good there. We have officially decided to take a trip to Maui this September!!  Yes we are talking only 6 short months away. However at 2 lbs a week I can reach my goal of 130 way before 6 months.  So I am going to meet w/ a personal trainer this Wednesday & maybe start working w/ him.   So I am excited & nervous about both things.  I have a fear of flying. I will fly but I like to bring as many people w/ me as possible. I figure there is safety in numbers.  So the fact that I'll be getting on a plane for a 6 hour flight w/ just my husband. Stresses me out.  I have never been away from my little ones for more than one night. SO this will be a big deal.  I will be excited for my 2nd Honeymoon w/ my DH but sad that I am w/o my boys.