Don't want to be a beached whale!!

I wrote this back in march & apparently it didn't post so I am posting it now.

So DH & I have decided take our 2nd honeymoon a year earlier than planned. We were going to go next year for our 10th Anniversary. However my Mom just got her retirement approved but will still be looking for another job so we were thinking that we should take advantage I the time off she has before she gets another job & go this year. I have the week off in Sept already and we've picked the hotel in Maui, HI. We have never been to HI & I want to feel confident & sexy. DH is melting away slowly but surely. He just decides to eat right & does it no questions asked. He is at his lowest weight in years and I lost some but only because I was up sick all last night.

I have 26 weeks until our trip my goal weight is 130 and that is 35 lbs away right now. So doable!!! I have to do this! I don't want to look like a Rachel whale. I was to be strutting my stuff thinking yeah I am hot & my DH should be proud to be on the beach next to me in my swimsuit. I have to succeed! I am now at 2 weeks 3 days w/o diet pop or chocolate candy. I was craving diet pop today but no chocolate. I I am kind of thinking maybe getting food poisoning was a blessing in disguise because it will help me eat less after all the throwing up.

I have this new found desire to become very active. I want to go for hikes to waterfalls while on Maui & I want it to be easy not me huffing & puffing trying to catch my breath. I even started swimsuit shopping hoping it will motivate me. So here goes nothing I'll weigh in, in the morning & we will start our 26 week journey!