Darn you Run Disney...

Today was the Disneyland Half Marathon and watching all the updates and post and I wanted to be there and be part of it so bad.  I still want the coast to coast medal and that will require at least 2 more half marathons in my future.  We are going to Disney World for the first time next Nov and we will miss the Disney Wine and Dine Half.  Not to mention we are using up all our time share points through 2018 for our WDW trip.  I want to do these runs so bad and yet I have been feeling to old.  I keep on thinking by the time I can actually do this I am going to be almost 40 and that scares the crap out of me.  I think part of the reason I feel old at 36 is because I had such young parents. My Mom and Dad got married at 17 & 20 and my mom had me when she was 20. So when my Mom was my age, I was 16.  How did I get to be 36 years old and not have accomplished the health goals that I've been trying to accomplish for 6 years?  Looking back time goes by so fast but in the midst of it the effort doesn't feel worth it.  What is one more day with out dieting? I really won't matter if I put this off a little bit longer.  But that little bit has turned into 6 years. I don't want to be blogging the same thing in another year wondering where did time go. Change is coming and needs to come to stay.