I have no neck

We went for a short trip to Disneyland for Holloween. My Dad has this amazing HD video camera " I love the quality of videos it takes HOWEVER. It made me Rezlize that I have no neck only a double chin. My mom & I rejoined WW almost two weeks ago at a weigh in of 178.9. Idid it for two days & then stopped and then this morning I decided to finally weigh my self again & it says I've lost 8lbs. O_O now keep in mind I have not been dieting & all my clothes are not fitting just purchased XXL pjs. So I had my DH weigh him self & it was right where I has always been for him.so I take myself in to WW for a weigh in cause I know something is wrong w/ my scale, at least when I step on it.  Granted all logic was telling me no you didn't lose but there was that glimmer of hope since DH weight seemed right. So I get there and I gained a pound. So new weigh in is at 179.9. Keep in mind this is with jeans on but that is what the 178.9 reflected as well so I wanted to be consistent.  *sigh*

So  I feel at such a loss. Watching these wonderful memories of our trip & I can count the rolls on my back & lost my neck.  I have 13 weeks before our trip back to Disneyland in Feb. I really want to see some improvement and that would mean if I did that Ivan be ready for our Anniversary Trip in Aug.  I know I am addicted to food but can't quit it. I think of how God frees people from addictions to drugs & alcohol why not my food? I then tell my self that's not the same but it IS an addiction that effects my health, my lifestyle and my family. So why not pray for deliverance?  So that is the new plan. I will pray for deliverance from my food addiction that I will start eating to live & stop eating to live.  Planning on tacking via WW and not worrying about working out yet but ,y DH did get me a road bike so I can go do some cardio in our bike trainer in the garge.  This is Thanksgiving week w/ Black Friday shopping so I normally doing eat to great this week. Plus the boys are sick, we had to get DS1 an at home nebulizer for the first time ever.  And I am PMSing so I am very stressed which also normally a trigger for food. But this is something that's need to have to let God fix because I know I am unable to.