Another two weeks has come and gone and I am no closer to health than I was last week. 21 Day Fix take two has not taken place yet. A combination of hectic mornings and just I don't wanna attitude, push my health out yet another two weeks. The first of the two weeks, I instantly feel down and start stuffing my face. Last weekend I was so frustrated and had typed up a whole other blog post that wasn't pretty. It was basically a bit of a temper tantrum mixed with a pity party. Shall we call it a Tantrum Party. This second week I started reflecting on the week I did the 21 day fix and how I was enjoying the work outs and how I had gotten to the point that Shakology wasn't making me feel nauseated anymore. Then the strangest part of it all. I was kind of craving the Shakology. Don't get my wrong, it is still a low glycemic protein shake but it felt like my body was missing it. I tried to drink it again one day and got all nauseated again and then started to get a little pissed off. Realizing that I have every tool I need to succeed and I am basically refusing. I thought about how I get frustrated with my Dad who has type 2 Diabetes when I see him eating to much sugar. I thought about how frustrated I get when my MIL says "I have bad knees, I can't work out". One of our friends just lost his Dad a few weeks ago and I said to Hubby; We're not old enough for our friends to be losing their parents yet, are we? We then discussed how important it is to get healthy and not just us but our whole families. I reached that point of pissed off where you just start making decisions, You know the "Well then I am going to do THIS!" drastic type of decisions. I realized I really do have all the tools I need with this new program. I know that the 21 day fix is going to work for me because it is real food, portion control and amazing work out programs that make me feel like I am with my trainer or like I am at a dance party(more on the dance party later) I called up my friend who is my "beach body coach" and said ok I'm going to sign up as a coach too. I want to get a discount on my shakology and maybe if I am successful my family will want to give this a try too.
Yep you read that correctly, I am now a beach body coach and I immediately had that oh crap why did I do that feeling. I have entrepreneur in my blood, I love the idea of being my own boss the most because it provides freedom and flexibility for my family. It is why I joined Mary Kay 3 times. I love Mary Kay the woman, the company and the products and will always use them and am still a personal use consultant. But I have no passion for that as a business anymore. I've tried to restart the Pink Fire by plugging in but it is just not there anymore. Beach Body uses all the same lingo and rewards like Mary Kay But I can't help but feel skeptical looking at anything else as a business. I believed in Mary Kay so much. But while belief in something is great but passion in something is how you move mountains. I go back and forth between you idiot you are still overweight and out of shape why on earth did you sign up, to well you know what maybe this is what I need to stay on track and get healthy and if it is, it's worth it.
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