Weigh in at WW today was 162 so I got my 5% award. I would be more excited if I hadn't reached that months ago & just never got the official weigh in of it because I am so up & down with my weight. I've decided I need to stick to it for 30 days and see what happens.
In this 30 days I will be having one of the most stressful times I've had in forever!! DH is being sent to Barbados by his work on his first business trip and I am freaking out. Keep in mind that I have a panic disorder & depression & he is my better half, the sane half. If I am ever in freak out mode all I need is his arms around me & all the panic fades away. God has been telling me that I Need to trust him with this. I am still praying that they cancel the trip, which has been known to happen for his work. My devotions the other night was how if we are holding onto worry are we really truly trusting God fully? He is scheduled to leave next Saturday for 4 or 5 days. In the 8 years we've been married I've only been away from him for 24hrs. Anyways back to weight loss..... I figure that if I can do this with all the stress that is coming my way in the next 2 weeks I can do this no matter what! So I've tracked everything I've eaten today. I will probably run out of weekly points sooner than I'd like but I am going to try to get in some wactivity points too. I am going to try to blog something each day even if it is a very small entry. I will try not to ramble to much while DH is gone that would give you a glimps of how really crazy I can am ;-)
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