30 Days, Day 5 & 6

Still not going so well packing up DH for his business trip. It Is making me sick. Don't be surprise if I don't update for the next week.

30days, day 4

Totally blew it today & wondering if I can even count these days as part of my "sticking to WW". :-(

30 Days, Day 3

Not a good day haven't tracked a single point & I know I over ate even w/ the activity points I will get from all the walking I did today. I have to get serious if I want to see a loss this week! I want to try to get some activity in my day so that my activity points will help me allot w/ my over eating.

30 Days, Day 2

Well things got even more stressful!! My DH just found out that he is now possibly going to be gone for an additional day. I am not looking forward to next week at all. My eating hasn't been to great the stress & knowing I have weekly points to use . I am not going to be able to go to my meeting this week to weigh in cause I'll have the boys & DH will be on his way to Barbados.

I am thinking of booking a trip to Hawaii for DH & I. We were planning on going for our 10 year Anniversary in 2013 but I am thinking maybe this spring instead that would keep motivation going. Now I never plan on looking good in a bikini I've had 2 kids & my Stretch marks would never allow for that but I do want to feel sexy in my swim suit on the beach.

30 Days, Day 1

Weigh in at WW today was 162 so I got my 5% award. I would be more excited if I hadn't reached that months ago & just never got the official weigh in of it because I am so up & down with my weight. I've decided I need to stick to it for 30 days and see what happens.

In this 30 days I will be having one of the most stressful times I've had in forever!! DH is being sent to Barbados by his work on his first business trip and I am freaking out. Keep in mind that I have a panic disorder & depression & he is my better half, the sane half. If I am ever in freak out mode all I need is his arms around me & all the panic fades away. God has been telling me that I Need to trust him with this. I am still praying that they cancel the trip, which has been known to happen for his work. My devotions the other night was how if we are holding onto worry are we really truly trusting God fully? He is scheduled to leave next Saturday for 4 or 5 days. In the 8 years we've been married I've only been away from him for 24hrs. Anyways back to weight loss..... I figure that if I can do this with all the stress that is coming my way in the next 2 weeks I can do this no matter what! So I've tracked everything I've eaten today. I will probably run out of weekly points sooner than I'd like but I am going to try to get in some wactivity points too. I am going to try to blog something each day even if it is a very small entry. I will try not to ramble to much while DH is gone that would give you a glimps of how really crazy I can am ;-)