Day 2 w/o Chocolate or Diet Pop...

Oh my head hurt more than 1/2 the day.  I had a Coke to get the caffein in me & that made the head ache go away. I really would love to go to the gym tomorrow but it is so hard to find time.  DH signed up to ride the STP (Seattle to Portland) Bike ride.  So we have our regular jobs, the boys, my new business, DH training for the STP & I feel like because of my new business I can't ask for time to go to the gym.  I am still not attempting to diet yet because of the cutting out chocolate. However it is going much easier than I expected it to.  I mean I really, REALLY want some but I am just able to say no.  How my mind got set I'll never know.  I know that I am sick of being over weight & of how it effects not only me but those I love around me.  I tried to take a nice pic of my self for my business website & I couldn't take one that I thought I looked nice in.  DH said he wants a family pic for his desk & we don't have any professional pics since DS1 was 9 months old. I would LOVE a new pic. We never got around to getting a nice one taken while at Disneyland in Dec so I was thinking Mothers Day would be a great time to get them done.  It would be close enough to the boys birthdays that we can get those shots done too.  The only thing is I always take their pics w/ my Nikon. So I don't know if I would try to have my Brother take them or if we would pay out of pocket for them.  But If I started loosing weight now @ 2 lbs a week that would be 20 lbs before Mothers day I would feel GREAT getting pics 20 lbs lighter.  The last two days I am still eating sugar in place of the chocolate but no where near the amounts.  This mornings weigh in was 169. I will check in tomorrow. :-)  Feeling pretty good tonight maybe tomorrow I will get to the gym & start eating right.  Lets see if my brain will turn that into a decision not just wishful thinking.