After my typical great first 2 weeks I hit week 3 and haven't been back to weigh in since. I think I have maintained but I am not getting on the scale, tracking what I am eating or even trying to eat healthy. Everyone got sick like really sick. I missed a whole week of work and I haven't planned any of my meals. The firs two weeks once a week I sat down and made meal plans and brought my food with to me to work. Last week my schedule at work changed & I d=no longer have a lunch just a 15 min break to eat my lunch and I have been just snacking for breakfast on things like chocolate and candy then having my breakfast sandwich for lunch. Needless to say I am expecting the scale to reflect my poor choices when I do finally get back into WW. And during all this craziness we are trying to get our house ready to sell and all of this is horrible excuses and that is all there are, are excuses. None of this is a real reason to have put my health on the back burner but it is the first thing that gets put there.
My 36th birthday is a little less than 30 days and it seems the older I get the less thrilled I am about my birthday. While I still want my birthday to last at least a week and I still want to enjoy my birthday. It is turning more and more into the time of year that I focus on all that I haven't doe in the last year. It's just like New Years. It is like a reset button and I want to set up goals for my life for the next year but then when your goals are the same goals you've had for the last almost 6 years it makes you kind of depressed. Since having DS2 I had big plans to get healthy and lose weight. And now I am here about to turn 36 and in nothing has changed. I find myself saying I'm too old for this allot lately even though I know it is not true.
