I have finally gotten the go ahead from my Dr to start typing with my left hand again. So I am trying to figure out where to start with this whole blog post. It has been 2 months since my last post and I have had allot of time on my hand to think. I started with the whole pity cycle of everything that has happened negative in the last 12 months and I am a shamed to admit I've spent a looooooooong time in this cycle. Getting lost in the frustration of everything that didn't happen and not focusing on the things that did.
Early last week I was having some struggles with my oldest son about school. And I found myself saying to myself and this is why I will never put my self first. I feel like as long as my kids, family, house etc, have something that needs attention, I will put them first. So how do you make yourself a priority when there are more important things that need your attention? And with the Holiday's approaching is it even possible to do so. The thought of just waiting until the new year has crossed my mind but then I am telling myself the same diet lies as always. I've told myself I will spend the next two days planning and get back on the healthier path. Even with Thanksgiving just weeks away last year I lost weight on Thanksgiving week, no reason I can't do it again! I am still a firm believer in the WW plan and will go with that again.
It's funny, I've been planning this post for 2 months and it has gone nothing like this my head. But hey nothing is wrong with short and sweet.